so depressed.. I think CC is coming back AGAIN

[rosy1085]

Hi ladies,

I've been trying so hard to not have to admit this but I think my CC is coming back again at 2 months PO after my revision. I developed a CC with my first breast augmentation at 1 and 1/2 months PO and now, after my revision, I believe is coming back again. My nipple is pointing down and i feel these lumps on the upper part of my right breast. from the side, my breast looks funny and although the pics dont seem to show it, i see and i definitely feel the firmness. i'm already taking 1200 units of vitamin E, MSM and serrapeptase 3 times a day and massaging so much to avoid this from happening and now I find myself back where I was . my breast doesn't look as bad as the first time but it's definitely starting to come back. I don't want to cry but i can't help it. all i've wanted is to have pretty boobies and now i feel so ugly and self conscious that i dont even want my boyfriend to touch me so he won't have to feel this baseball i have stuck in me. i just took some pics this morning and posted them under a new album (public) "revision progression". i have an appt tomorrow with my PS. I hope the news aren't so bad and this can be fixed because i have so so so so sad . sorry for venting but this the only place where I can express how I feel without people criticizing.

[ga_peach_304]

I'm so sorry! I think the way you are feeling is completely understandable. We all have an expectation of how things will be after our breast augmentation and when something goes wrong it is so frustrating and sad. Hopefully your PS can do something to help you and give you some good news. Good luck sweetie and keep us all updated. Feel free to PM me anytime you need to vent

[Sunshinegirl80]

Originally Posted by rosy1085

Hi ladies,

I've been trying so hard to not have to admit this but I think my CC is coming back again at 2 months PO after my revision. I developed a CC with my first breast augmentation at 1 and 1/2 months PO and now, after my revision, I believe is coming back again. My nipple is pointing down and i feel these lumps on the upper part of my right breast. from the side, my breast looks funny and although the pics dont seem to show it, i see and i definitely feel the firmness. i'm already taking 1200 units of vitamin E, MSM and serrapeptase 3 times a day and massaging so much to avoid this from happening and now I find myself back where I was . my breast doesn't look as bad as the first time but it's definitely starting to come back. I don't want to cry but i can't help it. all i've wanted is to have pretty boobies and now i feel so ugly and self conscious that i dont even want my boyfriend to touch me so he won't have to feel this baseball i have stuck in me. i just took some pics this morning and posted them under a new album (public) "revision progression". i have an appt tomorrow with my PS. I hope the news aren't so bad and this can be fixed because i have so so so so sad . sorry for venting but this the only place where I can express how I feel without people criticizing.

Try to think positive. I've been there many times before. I really hope you don't have another CC. When I found out the last time that my CC came back I was so depressed like you I did not want my husband to touch me let alone look at me.

When did you actually notice your breast change? I know some women on here have actually cracked there own capsule. I'm going to post a link from a girl that was once on this forum. It was my inspiration. I hope this helps. http://www.justbreastimplants.com/fo...t-surgery.html

Keep your chin up. We will get you thru this ordeal.

[1hipchick]

*hugs* sweetie...

I am so sorry you're going through this. Please let us know what your PS says. If it is cc, hopefully he can offer some suggestions to correct it. But I'm hoping he says one is just healing at a different rate.

Please keep us posted!

[Lea69]

I just wanted to say I feel your pain. While I don't have CC (yet), I do believe I probably have symmastia which, for what it's worth, is probably worse and harder to correct than CC.

I am so depressed/anxious/sad/angry/resentful/disbelieving too and this is effecting me on levels I didn't even know I had. It's really awful. All we want is nice boobs, you wouldn't think it would be that hard. I don't know if it's better or worse that I've probably got someone to blame (my surgeon because he's overdissected), but at least you know it's nothing you've done.

Anyway, you're not alone...anytime you want to vent/talk/scream/kick things (lol) let me know! I feel the same!!!

Originally Posted by rosy1085

Hi ladies,

I've been trying so hard to not have to admit this but I think my CC is coming back again at 2 months PO after my revision. I developed a CC with my first breast augmentation at 1 and 1/2 months PO and now, after my revision, I believe is coming back again. My nipple is pointing down and i feel these lumps on the upper part of my right breast. from the side, my breast looks funny and although the pics dont seem to show it, i see and i definitely feel the firmness. i'm already taking 1200 units of vitamin E, MSM and serrapeptase 3 times a day and massaging so much to avoid this from happening and now I find myself back where I was . my breast doesn't look as bad as the first time but it's definitely starting to come back. I don't want to cry but i can't help it. all i've wanted is to have pretty boobies and now i feel so ugly and self conscious that i dont even want my boyfriend to touch me so he won't have to feel this baseball i have stuck in me. i just took some pics this morning and posted them under a new album (public) "revision progression". i have an appt tomorrow with my PS. I hope the news aren't so bad and this can be fixed because i have so so so so sad . sorry for venting but this the only place where I can express how I feel without people criticizing.

[beckybee]

Just like everyone else...I feel for you and am very sorry you're going through this! When I had my bad case of CC, I just felt deformed. Near the end, I couldn't even hide it in clothes and it was so depressing.

Easier said than done, but try to stay strong and positive. And, for what it's worth, it doesn't look too bad right now. I just see a little bit of the downward pointing nipple. Hopefully, you PS can get you in quickly and help you resolve this. Did you have a capsulectomy before? If you didn't, that might be the way to go.

[i got tits]

awww.. so sorry babe.. I feel you! Don't worry just yet.. Think positive thoughts ok?! You're still pretty early in the healing process, so even IF it is CC again, now is still a good time for fighting it before it progresses. Wanna give Accolate another shot? I've heard Milk Thistle and Omega 3 is really helpful as well. Don't give up.. there's hope!
Keep us posted and I hope you feel better!

[missplaced]

oh hun! i'm sorry i hope it turns out to be nothing! *sending hugs and good vibes*

[honeytisa]

I am sorry to hear this I hope all goes well .

[Ebony Muscle]

Hi Darling, I'm so very sorry to read about your sad feelings. All I can say is hang in there, cheer yourself up with all the well wishes from the other ladies on here till you can see your PS which I see you planned on doing today. Keep us posted of the outcome, ok.