Welp...so much for my 2nd benelli lift helping any

[Moosaysthcow]

As most know I had past experiences with my Implants flipping... I have overs... anyways I didnt have money nor the time frame because of moving to get a complete redo so my PS did free a benelli lift again in hopes to lift breast a bit more however I KNOW I need a full lift... and possibly to go under muscle, even though that scares me... anyways i was putting scare cream on and lifting my breast when i lifted my righty too much and up and whoopsey there it went, flopped over knowing this i didnt freak out tooo much ( i did like OMG again!! ) and i just flipped it back... trying to not let it get to me...and just get through life cause there isnt anything moneywise i can do.. interesting how crappy my skin is... it was tighter after benelli number 2 but even with wearing a sportsbra nightly and NEVER ever going braless... i have dropped again....i cant win.....

[JayJgirls]

So sorry girl you know I am paddling down that same river with you ...... Poor skin/tissue quality it doesn't want to hold sh*t...... I am going for the full lift as you know grrrrrrrrrrrrr lets stay in touch!!!

[Moosaysthcow]

yeah I give up for now.... ill deal ill stop touching them other to wash them and put them in a bra.. even poor hubby doesnt get to enjoy them.. they are always in a bra or pop em out them put them back kinda thing LOL im beginning to think im just not a candiidate for breast augmentation....ill never have gorgeous boobs.. if i keep going ill look all scared up and i dont want that either... i think once i get these paid off and i dont have other complications other then this and can wait.. once i do fix ill just go bigger perhaps to get fullness or go under the muscle and try a benelli lift again.im really not wanting a full lift... so yes we will have to stay in touch cause ill be listening to your recovery closely...



. Hey you changed your name... what ya do that ?

[JayJgirls]

Yea I changed my name it was linked to email so I wanted to change it...

I agree I will never have beautiful boobs but I can't keep the bottoming out side in so what are my choices EXPLANT and be sad which I was I talked about a breast augmentation for over 6 yrs or except the full anchor scars that on ly me and DH will see and hopefully look Fabulous in a bathing suit.... I would have loved to try a benelli but I don't want to drag out the inevitable.....

[Horizon41]

Originally Posted by Moosaysthcow

yeah I give up for now.... ill deal ill stop touching them other to wash them and put them in a bra.. even poor hubby doesnt get to enjoy them.. they are always in a bra or pop em out them put them back kinda thing LOL im beginning to think im just not a candiidate for breast augmentation....ill never have gorgeous boobs.. if i keep going ill look all scared up and i dont want that either... i think once i get these paid off and i dont have other complications other then this and can wait.. once i do fix ill just go bigger perhaps to get fullness or go under the muscle and try a benelli lift again.im really not wanting a full lift... so yes we will have to stay in touch cause ill be listening to your recovery closely...



. Hey you changed your name... what ya do that ?

So sorry to hear it did not hold for you, this is a fear I have of my pocket revision sure hope it holds after I get it done you see so many that do not.

[stargazer]

I'm sorry to hear that. I remember when you had it done because I was thinking of doing the same thing (really just want an areola reduction, don't need too much more of a lift, but I think areola reduction essentially is a benelli?). Anyway, I understand, I don't look as perfect as a lot of the pics I see on here but I'm afraid if I mess with it too much it will end up worse...

Anyway you still look good, and maybe in a few years can go for a full lift? Hope you feel better about it. I wear a bra 24/7 too. :/

[curiosity]

I had the lollipop lift done back in June and though hard, it was worth it. I still have scars--my skin is very susceptible to scarring--and I don't know if they'll ever go away. But, they look GREAT in clothes and my DH doesn't mind. He's just happy to have something to play with LOL. I would do this over again given the choice. HTH!

Good luck

[hairgirl]

You poor thing. as for the lift don't be too concerned over the scars, they fade & they don't look like frankenstein, lol. also you'll be sooo happy w/ your perky boobs you won't even notice them.
If you go bigger though will you do unders this time? cuz I would think you should be careful w/ too much cc's do to your skin(you don't want to bottom out)

[mayb38dd]

So sorry about your flipping and your long boobie ordeal.:grouphug
I really have no idea of all that you've been through. But i am sure.. It sucks.

I don't think you should fear the anchor lift. I'm looking at going straight to an anchor lift with my breast augmentation and I am fine with that.The exchange of some scars for nice high boobs seems a great trade off to me. I really want to feel good about myself no matter my flaws...as I do now w/droopy ds, stretch marks, cellulite etc..

I have a friend of mine that got a reduction and did nothing to help w/scarring (over a decade ago when there were less tapes and things to help diminish scars) She has thin dark lines down her breasts, much more obvious than any I've seen here on JBI, and I have to say, it looks bewitchingly beautiful. Sexy like the lines down the back of stockings, but on her breasts. Different than my original vision of beautiful breasts, but now I include them too.

I don't want to scare you with that, but I just think that society gives us soooo many reasons to hate on ourselves if we aren't "perfect" and its important to not dwell on that but find positive things about our imperfections.

Best of luck with your journey. I really hope you and your DH end up with boobs you both can really enjoy.

[Dare]

I'm so sorry. I understand about wanting to avoid anchor lift scars, but I've seen some pretty awesome results, and the women that get a full lift seem pretty happy to have perk over scarless. I dunno...personal choice I guess. I personally think some hang is a good thing, but we all have our own ideal. Do what's going to make you happy and proud of your body!

Also, I've never heard of round implants, let alone textured ones, flipping. I had to go look at your "about me" page because I fully expected to see anatomicals. That's weird..what does your PS say?

[Moosaysthcow]

Dare... I dont have textured, i have smooth round HP.. with HP if you have ever seen them they are flatter on one side and more projected on the other.. and you can soooo tell when they flip... the shape changes and i get ripples from the edges that i never had before.. and i lose projection...before moving I did ask my PS and she said its normal..

All in all im wishing i had picked a diff PS... i think she made my pockets too big, even though her response was that I had large pockets..

and i think she telling me I didnt need a full lift when in my heart i kinda knew i did... but i trusted her she was the DR.... i like a little hang... i told her i wanted a more natural look vs rock hard boobs.... what i got is things just in my boobs.......they move lot....when i bend over they droop. not as much as before my redo but still rocks in sockish... if it werent for having to move when the first flipping occurred I woulda have asked for a full lift .......seeing i was a former patient i shouldnt have cost me much

but now i moved.. nothing i can do.. no money to redo so ill wait...i waited 9 yrs after having my kids i can wait a few more.. at least i have something to put in a bra and i look decent in a bra... but let me tell you I worry when im naked or in shower and have to bend over to shave etc..... worries me to death!

aarrrrggggg boobs!

[neednewones]

I am so sorry you have had to go through all of this. I worry about some of the same things happening. I honestly have never heard of the implant flipping around. That is freaking me out. I may not have that as an issue with textured but I still didn't know it happened.
I worry my skin isn't good enough to hold the implants.

Big HUGZ to you and I have seen your pictures you look good

[Moosaysthcow]

yeah it happened yet again today and I hadnt noticed after my shower until i was putting my bra on only to fond my right boob seemed noticably smaller I was like wtf is going on, kept adjusting, got me in a bad mood then i thought, oh crap i did bend over alot in my shower so i flipped it back and it fit in my bra better, so far it id only my right, my right has always been my issue

I posted a thread in the PS section and one PS told me that perhaps in the future i too look into textured and he likened it to velcro, so who knows, it just sucks!

[Moosaysthcow]

its offical, im hating my boobs! today my right boob with the issues is sooo much softer and looser then my left one and it now seems like its smaller now too I dont get it... im so UPSET and im even more upset that i cant do SHIT about it!! no money, im aggrevated mad frustrated, ill be venting alot on here as i really need to get over it and get on with life, why is it these booobs make you so happy then so sad the next. i so wanna cry!