Boobies? Or swollen pre-BAs? :-(

[laebee]

Well as you all know, my op was yesterday (felt like it was today, day and night went by so fast). I loved the fact that after they put in the anaesthetic, it felt like I had boobs only a few seconds later (LOL)!

Anyway, so I'd slept one hour - wouldn't recommend that for anyone else unless you're used to sleeping at 5 am (who, ME??? )

anywhooo,,, so i was dead tired, so was fiancé, but we both got our sleep later on that night (him in my bed, me with sleeping pills in hosp

so the first thing i did when I asked if they were done: looked down... of course i was half drugged, so i thought ok i must be hallucinating, cos i dont see boobs, theyr FLAT!!!! i forgot about that later cos when i looked at them as i was sitting up (and sober) they wer BREASTS!!! woooot!


and then... i saw them from the front at home.


and i cried. and cried. and cried. i felt like i was being rude in crying, i got boobs didnt i??? yet they look like my old boobs with a bit of swelling. id asked for a C!!! now i truly believe the surgeon said no for fatherly reasons - he stroked my cheek today and pulled open the bra n said "look at them! you like?" like a long lost uncle might say...

he told me 210 would ripple. well the only rippling i see is my vision as my tears roll down my face!!!!!!

iv been told theyl "drop". i dont see CLEAVAGE!!! from front i look FLAT!!!!! how do i feel knowing that the only thing that looks grown from the front is my nipple!!!?? :-(

i feel so silly, i wish id been more pushy, and told him early on i wanted a bigger size. yet again i think if i had bigger i may hav become a difrent person to the outside world - maybe worn only low tops and short skirts... i dnt know.


im hurting so badly, and therz really no1 i can talk to about it


girls, shoudl i wear the white strap for long? my boobs r so small, i saw them from the side n they actually look settled from the side - no awkward bump where the implant starts... yeah 210cc... what to expect. so do i need to wear the strap? it actually hurts more when i wear it? and also am scared the strap might push my boobies in more (is that even possible?????? ) im also scared of bottoming out cos the white strap might oush the things down.

somebody advise me!!! somebody tell me that il be bigger than a silly A cup!!! i look like most of you PRE-ba !!!! pls someone tell me youv had the same. im so disappointed!!! i cant change it cos of loadsa circumstances, feel guilty for complaining cos like my bf says, i just wanted boobs


anyway. il just wait to hear from u u guys. im so hurt, and nothin i can do about it. if i cant do anythn abt the boobs, il just accept it, been thru worse so il just get over it. thats life. sometimes unfair.

xxx

[norcalbabe]

hi sweetie ~ im so sorry that you're unhappy with the outcome so far. but as many women on the board would say, give it some time... be patient!

soon after i woke up in recovery i also cried uncontrollably, i didn't understand why b/c i wasn't sad but i couldn't hold back the tears.

you have plenty of changes to come so try to be optimistic. i had the same worries (after my swelling went down) b/c i lost a lot of the upper fullness that i liked so much. everyone's body reacts differently so your muscles are prob really holding down the implants - you are only 1 day PO. try not to worry so early on, im sure you're going to look fantastic!!

[Suprmama]

It's still early on and those implants need time to fluff. I would def wear the strap exactly how your PS told you to and however long he tells you to. Hang in there. At the next post op let him know that you are concerned about the size and see what he says. You never know - once everything heals up you may have the perfect pair!

[MissPriss]

Ba is such an emotional rollercoaster! Sometimes there is no controlling the feelings and tears that come along with it. Its still very early and you have a long road ahead of you! Just know that we ll go thru this in one way or another and we are here to listen to whatever you have to say! Patience is key...this will get better, i promise. Hang in there doll!

[Alaria]

Is 210cc what you ended up getting? I'm so sorry your feeling crummy. A lot of girls have gotten 3 cup size with 300ccs so I think you might be surprised after the D&F. Just give it time. Remember no matter what you are bigger than you were. That I can guarantee you. HUGS!!! Feel better soon girl.

[xoBittyBxo]

It is most probably just your muscles squishing them. Wear the strap and make sure you keep your bra pulled down so as not to push up on them!! I just showered and my incision started bleeding again pretty badly so, I am upset and frustrated and crying along with you; plus I hate seeing them in the mirror b/c right now they are so uneven and ugly!

[laebee]

Originally Posted by xoBittyBxo

It is most probably just your muscles squishing them. Wear the strap and make sure you keep your bra pulled down so as not to push up on them!! I just showered and my incision started bleeding again pretty badly so, I am upset and frustrated and crying along with you; plus I hate seeing them in the mirror b/c right now they are so uneven and ugly!

awww i know how u feel :-( at least we both got sum1 to cry with

thnk GOD fr this forum...

dont worry hun, itl be ok... wer u sposd to shower? i think theyl drop soon enough - iv been told plenty of times (n im only 1 day post-op) to be patient, so i cn kinda imajn how ur feelin...

do what im doin - hire a bunch of movie and force ur tired bf to watch em with u. somehow watchn a man strugglin especially for you makes the pain and emotional hurt better

in fact, iv even forgotten i got boobies lol

be strong hun... thinkn of u. hope ul b better soon

[blueayes]

Hey there - I sent you a PM earlier today.

Do you know the brand and profile of your implants? I'm guessing that you went with silicone.....do you know exactly what you have? I'm just curious about the implant specifications.

[A2DDIN08]

Oh hunny, I know how you feel. The good news is time heals! Just give it some time. I was not very excited about mine the first couple of days. About 3 days Post Op I was like, what the hell did I do? But thankfully, everyday just keeps gettin better. Hang in there I think in a couple of weeks you'll be ecstatic! ((((HUGS))))

[plum*crazy]

Just wanted to say I am sorry that you are sad BUT I bet in a few weeks you will start to like them & feel much better. I was VERY emotional last week, just not happy at all. No reason, because hey I just got new boobs I should be estatic, But my emotions were so wacky. MY DH just couldn't understand why I was so irraitable.So give it some more time. Sending HUGS!!!!!!

[FlatGirl21]

They will look better with time! PROMISE! Unders are always all squished in at first. Wear the strap how your PS told you, it'll help with dropping. My boobs stick out (i.e. projection) over double the amount they did early post op. Don't worry! They'll be pretty eventually. And in a year or so, when your circs change, if you still feel they are too small you can get them redone bigger. At least you have boobs now. In the situation, getting these was the only way you could get them NOW rather than waiting a year or so, so be happy, KWIM? Taking your mind off boobs for a while is a good idea. Just try to think of it like you havent got your true results yet so don't look at them like they are the results and just wait it out. Thinking of you!

[blondiegirl76]

hang in there girl! Ur two days out and this is about the time I had my mental meltdown...not over size, but bloating and gaining weight after my surgery due to excessive bloating! Ugh! My boobs also looked very high and ot that much bigger...but in just a matter of days there was a HUGE difference! It's frustrating that your PS did not give you what you asked for, but the longer ur on this site, the more you will realize that each PS is different and seem to have their own very unique way of performing surgery and making decisions on our behalf. I would follow all of their suggestions including wearing the strap, the purpose of it is to help you "drop", which will in turn give you a fuller look. Hope this helps and keep your chin up...ur gonna look hot!

[jellybean]

It is a emotional rollercoster and this is going to past, hang in there I know it is hard, but they will change and it will get better, the muscle is holding everything down and once it relaxes you will be surprised, and you will no longer be the size you were, you are going to look hot, it is just going to take time.Big hugs and I hope that you feel better soon.

[Quirls]

BA's can be extremely emotional. Don't forget all the stress you have been through in the lead up to the op, and it will takr time to adjust. You have booie blues but hopefully in time (and especially when you see some changes) you will look at your boobs in a new light? Don't feel alone there are always people on the forum to talk to We'll always try to cheer you up if we can