Crazy Mental Breakdown

[husssh]

Did any of this happen to you? Man, I was just in a bad mood and the next thing I know... I'm cryng a river and just whining like a baby. I know this isn't usually what I am. And it's so funny that I told myself "Oh I wouldn't get boobie blues or even boobie greed, I would be happy with what I get." YEA RIGHT! Right now I feel like crap, I feel like the size I have is not even as close to the size I chose with the sizers (and my PS even increased it up to 30cc for me just to be sure) but they're still so tiny. I barely fit in a 32B cup (post op), and I don't know how much the whole D&F is going to be. I know I've been such a baby and ranting so much, but I can't help it. I think I've driven my boyfriend crazy, and probably am driving all you girls crazy too. I'm so sorry!!

Just want to know I wasn't the only one who had some crazy emotional breakdown. And how much bigger did you guys get with D&F?

I have pics up btw, so it would be helpful if you girlies could give me an idea of how much I'll D&F. I know I'm only 3 days post op.

[NewlyEndowed]

trust me you are NOT the only one.. i def had a few nights of early regret and crying w/ the soreness, and impatience for sure.. im 4 weeks out and it's probably been 2 weeks since ive cried so im proud of myself =).. most of my breakdowns were related to initial assymetries (the right is still a little more swollen than the left), concerns a/b CC and symmatia... things are getting better and its mostly all in my head, ill probably be happiest once i can sleep on my side again =) goodluck and speedy healing!!

[lacey320]

Hi there, just wanted to send some sunshine your way. I'm 2 weeks post op. I haven't had major boobie blues, but likely the way you feel now isn't the way you'll feel a week or even two weeks from now.

Remember that your body has been through major trauma and it's sending all its energy right now to heal yourself. Of course you are going to feel very run down emotionally.

It's good you're venting here to a group of girls who feel for you and who understand. Just hang in there - pop in a good movie or call a friend.

Also, I can tell you that you will look sooo different with each passing day. I've heard it's good to take pics frequently so you can see the changes - don't judge anything by the first three days.

You'll get there. Hang in there til then.

[Poe]

Aww, no worries babe!! I also went through these same mood changes...and still have bad days. I changed a cup size in about 2 weeks and it looks like I keep getting bigger and bigger...am starting to notice my new bras getting pretty tight. I have the opposite prob., I don't want to get bigger!! Trust your PS, I'm sure he/she did you right. Best wishes and sending hugs your way!!

[jamsmak04]

Oh gosh hun I got a story from hell I swear it. I had my breast augmentation done in Mexico and I was in cancun. I flew back to calgary alberta and had a stop over in Mexico city. We get to gate 19 where we need to be and then they say be at gate 34 so we walk all the way there (huge airport btw) and then we get sent back to gate 19 and then told to go to gate 35.I was only 6 days post op. I had super bad nausea both flights and filled 3 sickness bags which my hubby spilled one on his leg and he had destroyed jeans on yucky. And then we land in calgary, I live a 3 hr car ride away so I am puking out the window. I needed to go pee so bad (holding it for 10 hours) so I flip after finding out my hubby went pee in a store and did not tell me there was a washroom in it. And then he tells his friend he can smoke in the car and I was nauseous so I got out of the car slammed the door crying and started swearing. I ran into a field with shorts on and it was only 6 degrees celcius out. I must have ran around in the cold for 30 minutes, then I fell down to the ground ripped my necklaces off my neck and rolled around crying and screaming. I was so sore and swollen I cried the whole 2 hours back to our hometown. My worst day ever, normally I am not such a psycho but I was so mad at how insensitive my hubby was being.

[lacey320]

Originally Posted by jamsmak04

Oh gosh hun I got a story from hell I swear it. I had my breast augmentation done in Mexico and I was in cancun. I flew back to calgary alberta and had a stop over in Mexico city. We get to gate 19 where we need to be and then they say be at gate 34 so we walk all the way there (huge airport btw) and then we get sent back to gate 19 and then told to go to gate 35.I was only 6 days post op. I had super bad nausea both flights and filled 3 sickness bags which my hubby spilled one on his leg and he had destroyed jeans on yucky. And then we land in calgary, I live a 3 hr car ride away so I am puking out the window. I needed to go pee so bad (holding it for 10 hours) so I flip after finding out my hubby went pee in a store and did not tell me there was a washroom in it. And then he tells his friend he can smoke in the car and I was nauseous so I got out of the car slammed the door crying and started swearing. I ran into a field with shorts on and it was only 6 degrees celcius out. I must have ran around in the cold for 30 minutes, then I fell down to the ground ripped my necklaces off my neck and rolled around crying and screaming. I was so sore and swollen I cried the whole 2 hours back to our hometown. My worst day ever, normally I am not such a psycho but I was so mad at how insensitive my hubby was being.

WOW that had to be difficult!!! All that nausea, a flight...yikes. You poor thing!

[jamsmak04]

I know it was awful, but it is a great story I must say. The worst part was hubby's friend sat in the car watching it all unfold I was sooooo embarassed but I was an emotional wreck.

[husssh]

yea jamsmak04 is a soldier! hehehe.

[Donnasmr]

I'm sorry Jams - but that is so freakin' funny!

Hushh - hang in there. I hope you feel better soon. I NEVER thought I'd get boob envy and I have a tiny touch of it. Just a bit, but I know I did the right thing for me and my body and I really do LOVE my boobs.

You also need to think about your reasoning for getting a breast augmentation in the first place. I really think some women have expectations that can never be met from just having a breast augmentation. Look within yourself and figure out if your depression is about your breast augmentation or other aspects of your life. Hopefully you can realize the cause and deal with the issues. Maybe it is just post-operative depression and will pass. ( I certainly hope so), but if not, you may need to think about other options.

Sorry if this is too deep. That's just how I am. Hope you feel better soon. Venting always helps me.

[1stlady]

Your not alone I'm on day 2 and I totally had the boobie blues today. My boyfriend called me earlier and he sounded like he was having sooo much fun without me. After we hung up, I just broke down after that-than I laughed about it. I guess we are all going through crazy emotions. And on top of that I started my cycle today, so I was extra gloomy.

Hang in there it will get better. I'm just glad we all have each other to talk to.

[bgirlie]

oh hun, my roller coaster was nuts. I even started looking into prices for getting the implants taken out! On those days, I learned to throw on a hoodie, and go busy myself with the tv or a movie, something to get my mind off of my boobs completely. It worked and I've worked through it, but it is a very emotional time so don't fault yourself for it I've heard a lot of women drastically change their hair when they go through a big surgery like this, I know I cut off about 5 inches of hair when I had surgery ack

[bebby]

We luv ya!
You´ll look back on your thread one day and laugh!
I am in a bad mood most of the time, cry like a baby alot, feel like crap all of the time - well we all do sometimes dont we?
I am still not 100% happy with my size (thought I would stop being so freakin greedy with an F-Cup) - Not!
Your 3 days post and suffering from an emotional rollercoaster, but hang in there - it´ll get better...
D&F dont think about it yet, cos you haven´t even healed yet!
I agree, you may have driven your boyfriend crazy by now - but we are tougher than him , so it will take more than that to drive us crazy!
Congrats on your breast augmentation, happy gentle healing, wishing you a wonderful D&F and take care!

Originally Posted by husssh

Did any of this happen to you? Man, I was just in a bad mood and the next thing I know... I'm cryng a river and just whining like a baby. I know this isn't usually what I am. And it's so funny that I told myself "Oh I wouldn't get boobie blues or even boobie greed, I would be happy with what I get." YEA RIGHT! Right now I feel like crap, I feel like the size I have is not even as close to the size I chose with the sizers (and my PS even increased it up to 30cc for me just to be sure) but they're still so tiny. I barely fit in a 32B cup (post op), and I don't know how much the whole D&F is going to be. I know I've been such a baby and ranting so much, but I can't help it. I think I've driven my boyfriend crazy, and probably am driving all you girls crazy too. I'm so sorry!!

Just want to know I wasn't the only one who had some crazy emotional breakdown. And how much bigger did you guys get with D&F?

I have pics up btw, so it would be helpful if you girlies could give me an idea of how much I'll D&F. I know I'm only 3 days post op.