Thank You For Showing Me The Way

jackie_p · 11-09-2009, 08:02 PM

Hi Ladies,

I am a newbie here, I found this site a couple of weeks ago and have been lurking for a while. Now I think it's time to post.

What I am most thankful for is that you have all showed me the path to my true thoughts. I've been a large B since forever, and like so many of us I have always wanted to be larger. I don't think I need to go in to the reasons here.

Like so many of us ladies (we've all spoken with out friends), I always wanted a 'little bit more' but never really thought about what that that meant. I was always scared of surgery, but in recent years have found myself thinking more and more about having a procedure done. As that become more of a reality, I also found myself thing 'big C' - not for any reason I guess other than that's what smaller girls have been brought up to think is a 'reasonable' large size. Sometimes I would even think of a D. So I started looking around the web, mainly at pictures of implants and at some of the other implant discussion sites. I was always thinking in terms of 'just a little more'. As many of us I see have done, I went on some of the racy sites because, well, that's where the gals with the implants are. And while I would do my 'research' looking at the Cs and Ds, I would also look at the bigger girls. Deep down, from the outset, I would think 'wow' but would stifle it. Somewhere deep down this is what I would think about, but for reasons I guess associated with our culture I surpressed my fascination with having big boobs (which I now know thanks to you gals is 'boobie greed'). I would look at the Cs and Ds, but would spend the next day or two thinking about the DDD, F and dare I say Gs? But I would in some way surpress my thoughts, pretending all the time that that would never be what I would actually want for myself.

Well, finding this site was a revelation. Reading about all the gals here, particularly in this forum, I have finally realized what I want. Or I should say, I have finally had the courage to say to myself what I really want. And that is full blown boobie greed. I want to be MissPriss, I want to be Cowgirl08, I want to be Asian Baby, I want to be V.M.BrownEyes, everyone else here, I want to thank you all for discussing the courage to be yourselves and go for what you want to be in this world, and showing me the way.

And who knows, maybe even EnglishGirl or PinkButterflyGlitter. I can't express the admiration I have for her courage to take her dream and go for it!

V.M.BrownEyes · 11-10-2009, 07:21 AM

It's a terrible thing, isn't it, when we look at what we really want - but because we are afraid of the reaction from others (society in general) - we push it to the back of our minds and say, "nah". The amount and type of conditioning we get is crazy, an every-day bombardment of what is acceptable as far as your body, face, hair, clothing style - everything is under a microscope.

I am just very pleased that you found the site and that you can be comfortable saying "I want that", and knowing that everyone here understands where you are coming from

juggernauts · 11-10-2009, 07:48 AM

Way to go!!! We all want big boobs!! (Even the one that say they dont!)

So what will it be.........? The anticipation will kill me!!!

jackie_p · 11-10-2009, 09:20 PM

Thanks ladies. I am not sure, juggernauts,what it will be. I am thinking about sizers or maybe buying some really big bras and trying them out. I'm not even sure what's out there!

Has anyone tried the latter? For personal preference, I want them to look as completely natural as possible. No disrespect in any way to the gals who want the 'fake' look. I just want the natural look for myself and am afraid that the bigger you go, the less real they will look.

But it seems like the more I hang out here, the bigger the greed!!!

11-09-2009, 08:02 PM	#1
jackie_p Join Date: Oct 2009 Location: new york, new york Posts: 78 Thanks: 29 Thanked 27 Times in 21 Posts	Thank You For Showing Me The Way Hi Ladies, I am a newbie here, I found this site a couple of weeks ago and have been lurking for a while. Now I think it's time to post. What I am most thankful for is that you have all showed me the path to my true thoughts. I've been a large B since forever, and like so many of us I have always wanted to be larger. I don't think I need to go in to the reasons here. Like so many of us ladies (we've all spoken with out friends), I always wanted a 'little bit more' but never really thought about what that that meant. I was always scared of surgery, but in recent years have found myself thinking more and more about having a procedure done. As that become more of a reality, I also found myself thing 'big C' - not for any reason I guess other than that's what smaller girls have been brought up to think is a 'reasonable' large size. Sometimes I would even think of a D. So I started looking around the web, mainly at pictures of implants and at some of the other implant discussion sites. I was always thinking in terms of 'just a little more'. As many of us I see have done, I went on some of the racy sites because, well, that's where the gals with the implants are. And while I would do my 'research' looking at the Cs and Ds, I would also look at the bigger girls. Deep down, from the outset, I would think 'wow' but would stifle it. Somewhere deep down this is what I would think about, but for reasons I guess associated with our culture I surpressed my fascination with having big boobs (which I now know thanks to you gals is 'boobie greed'). I would look at the Cs and Ds, but would spend the next day or two thinking about the DDD, F and dare I say Gs? But I would in some way surpress my thoughts, pretending all the time that that would never be what I would actually want for myself. Well, finding this site was a revelation. Reading about all the gals here, particularly in this forum, I have finally realized what I want. Or I should say, I have finally had the courage to say to myself what I really want. And that is full blown boobie greed. I want to be MissPriss, I want to be Cowgirl08, I want to be Asian Baby, I want to be V.M.BrownEyes, everyone else here, I want to thank you all for discussing the courage to be yourselves and go for what you want to be in this world, and showing me the way. And who knows, maybe even EnglishGirl or PinkButterflyGlitter. I can't express the admiration I have for her courage to take her dream and go for it! __________________ 32 years old 5'8", 128 lbs currently: 34-B want to be: the more I read here, the bigger I want (.)(.) --> ( . V . ) avatar is me SOMEDAY

11-10-2009, 07:21 AM	#2
V.M.BrownEyes Join Date: Jul 2008 Location: Denmark Posts: 599 Thanks: 12 Thanked 371 Times in 241 Posts	It's a terrible thing, isn't it, when we look at what we really want - but because we are afraid of the reaction from others (society in general) - we push it to the back of our minds and say, "nah". The amount and type of conditioning we get is crazy, an every-day bombardment of what is acceptable as far as your body, face, hair, clothing style - everything is under a microscope. I am just very pleased that you found the site and that you can be comfortable saying "I want that", and knowing that everyone here understands where you are coming from __________________ breast augmentation date: March 26, 2008 Pre breast augmentation: B cup at best 740cc anatomical gummies, partial under Size postBA: DDD/E FR acceptance only if you have pics of your own up*

11-10-2009, 07:48 AM	#3
juggernauts IS BACK WITH A NEW RACK!!!! Join Date: Feb 2009 Location: Melbourne Posts: 257 Thanks: 46 Thanked 58 Times in 55 Posts	Way to go!!! We all want big boobs!! (Even the one that say they dont!) So what will it be.........? The anticipation will kill me!!! __________________ 260CC HP's Silicone Gel Round Textured Overs Trans Ax PRE 36C/D - POST 34G!! WTF!!? Pocket revision & second Rhino CANCELLED :( Rescheduled for 28 January 2010.......

11-10-2009, 09:20 PM	#4
jackie_p Join Date: Oct 2009 Location: new york, new york Posts: 78 Thanks: 29 Thanked 27 Times in 21 Posts	Thanks ladies. I am not sure, juggernauts,what it will be. I am thinking about sizers or maybe buying some really big bras and trying them out. I'm not even sure what's out there! Has anyone tried the latter? For personal preference, I want them to look as completely natural as possible. No disrespect in any way to the gals who want the 'fake' look. I just want the natural look for myself and am afraid that the bigger you go, the less real they will look. But it seems like the more I hang out here, the bigger the greed!!! __________________ 32 years old 5'8", 128 lbs currently: 34-B want to be: the more I read here, the bigger I want (.)(.) --> ( . V . ) avatar is me SOMEDAY

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